As an escort, I try to keep it somewhat professional, but sometimes, it's hard because I get customer crushes!!! It always makes me so sad because I realize that they're paying to have fun with me, but some of them are so super cute and nice to me that I can't help but...you know...*blush.* But then, I realize that it like, doesn't really matter how I feel about them because they probably will never feel the same way. :( I find myself sometimes getting upset or jealous if they stop hiring me because they find another girl to devote their time to. Then I get really sad. Like, really REALLY sad. Because nobody wants me for just me!!! Nobody except Dair, but he's never around nowadays. So I think it's a good thing that I've been so busy in RL with school cuz otherwise I might find myself feeling really depressed!
When I was on SL a lot, I spent much of my time dancing or hanging out with friends, but what I really wanted was a special someone in SL to spend my time with. Someone I could just be Tomomi with. You know, silly, cute and sometimes really corny, but totally lovable and adorable. Not Sexy Escort Tomomi. That's all just an act. :( It's one that I don't like doing all the time. I even tried an SL dating service thing, but I kept getting messages from people who thought it was hot that I'm an escort and that my personality was cute. The conversations would usually be something like, "Hey, you seem really adorable!" Which, of course, I'm like, Anyaaaaa~! He thinks I'm cuuuuute! <3 But then, I read on. "Would you like to do a threesome sometime with me and my girl? :)" Then I'm like, (T.T) He doesn't actually like me, he's just another horny dude!!! Noooooo, I'm undatable!! *falls into a pit of nothingness, looking like the Scream*
So yeah, it's not easy for me to nab a guy in SL, and the ones that I do become drawn to end up dismissing me and running off with another girl, leaving me to just be by myself again. Like, I actually literally get a little like teary about it because I just want some lovin'!!! Is that too much to ask?? And not fuckin', like I actually just want someone to like me because I'm funny, cute and quick-witted, not because of my job!
Anyways, that will be all for now! I'm so tired of this! Stupid job! If I didn't love it so much, I'd just drop it and be as boring and normal as possible! Sigh. #escortingproblems
Why can't Dair be around all the time? He likes me and I like him. Sobbu. (TvT)
xo, Tomo
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Friday, August 3, 2012
Hello, Blogworld! I went to bed super early last night - 7:30 PM SLT, hehe. I was so tired! It's because I've been spending my evenings with my friends Stone and Jojo. I love them. <3
I should probably start with a brief recap of my past SL life from the beginning to the end, that way, if I reference it, I won't have to explain so much. I'll try to make it as short as I can, I promise...!
.:: Teen Second Life ::.
I started SL when I was 16, and I made a few friends. My first close friends ever were Terranisha and Acacia...I love those girls! We wreaked a lot of havoc together. Lol! They stopped coming online, so after that, I grew close to Zero and Damian, who I later found out both had crushes on me. I had had a crush on Zero for a long time, and we even had a thing together for a while in RL and SL, but he turned out to be a judgmental butthole. Damian was my true SL bestie for a while. We would hang out together often, just doing nothing or everything. We never got sexy, which was different than with Zero. I started to like him at some point, though I eventually got over that. Lol. We don't really talk anymore because he doesn't seem to be a big fan of SL escorting, and I feel like it would be awkward to have to admit to him that that's my job now. I just wouldn't want it to be a big deal. So I've made new friends.
[[Between 2009 and 2011, I took a pretty long hiatus due to comp issues.]]
.:: Adult Second Life ::.
When I returned to SL, I was an adult! 18 years old and finally ready for the adult side of SL! My computer was pretty new and SL ran on it pretty well, so I was raring to go! Lol! That's when I met Chip at a bar and we had a thing together, but it was deeper than with Zero. That started in December 2011. Then at the end of March 2012, I met a girl named Lexi at a sexy nude beach and started dancing with her for tips. Dancing with her was sooo much fun~! The tips kinda sucked, though. We also danced at a really popular strip club, too. Chip and I were really close at this point, and I didn't want him to freak out about my new found 'hobby,' so I didn't talk about it at all. I danced for about 2-3 weeks, then went away from SL for about a month in May. I missed Chip a lot. Lexi went away, too. She has only come back once since my hiatus.
Toward the end of May, I came back to SL. I just missed Chip too much, and I needed to tell him what I did. So I did, and after that, our semi-relationship slowly started to crumble. He just couldn't see things through my eyes. As we were struggling to figure out what would become of Us, I was looking for a job. One that wasn't escorting. I started hosting at the Blue Moon, though I also nabbed a job at a professional escort club called Liaisons, ironically. Now we're just friends. Not in SL, but just in general. We unfriended in SL. We still talk sometimes, though. When I first told him, I began growing close to Morrak and Aurora. We had a lot of fun times together, but they're not on so much anymore. Morrak is with his SL S.O. in RL now, and Aur has just been caught up in RL as well. I had a new crush recently, we'll call him Dair - I liked him so much that I would have even attempted a long distance relationship with him if he wanted, but he's so caught up in RL work that we just have to stay friends. Now my closest friends are Jojo and Stone, I'm 19, and I'm looking for a new hosting job during the evenings and I escort in the late evenings!
xo, Tomo
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***NOTE: This was written before I moved my previous blog entries! Lol, so that's why I have 2 intro posts! xD xxx :)
I should probably start with a brief recap of my past SL life from the beginning to the end, that way, if I reference it, I won't have to explain so much. I'll try to make it as short as I can, I promise...!
.:: Teen Second Life ::.
I started SL when I was 16, and I made a few friends. My first close friends ever were Terranisha and Acacia...I love those girls! We wreaked a lot of havoc together. Lol! They stopped coming online, so after that, I grew close to Zero and Damian, who I later found out both had crushes on me. I had had a crush on Zero for a long time, and we even had a thing together for a while in RL and SL, but he turned out to be a judgmental butthole. Damian was my true SL bestie for a while. We would hang out together often, just doing nothing or everything. We never got sexy, which was different than with Zero. I started to like him at some point, though I eventually got over that. Lol. We don't really talk anymore because he doesn't seem to be a big fan of SL escorting, and I feel like it would be awkward to have to admit to him that that's my job now. I just wouldn't want it to be a big deal. So I've made new friends.
[[Between 2009 and 2011, I took a pretty long hiatus due to comp issues.]]
.:: Adult Second Life ::.
When I returned to SL, I was an adult! 18 years old and finally ready for the adult side of SL! My computer was pretty new and SL ran on it pretty well, so I was raring to go! Lol! That's when I met Chip at a bar and we had a thing together, but it was deeper than with Zero. That started in December 2011. Then at the end of March 2012, I met a girl named Lexi at a sexy nude beach and started dancing with her for tips. Dancing with her was sooo much fun~! The tips kinda sucked, though. We also danced at a really popular strip club, too. Chip and I were really close at this point, and I didn't want him to freak out about my new found 'hobby,' so I didn't talk about it at all. I danced for about 2-3 weeks, then went away from SL for about a month in May. I missed Chip a lot. Lexi went away, too. She has only come back once since my hiatus.
Toward the end of May, I came back to SL. I just missed Chip too much, and I needed to tell him what I did. So I did, and after that, our semi-relationship slowly started to crumble. He just couldn't see things through my eyes. As we were struggling to figure out what would become of Us, I was looking for a job. One that wasn't escorting. I started hosting at the Blue Moon, though I also nabbed a job at a professional escort club called Liaisons, ironically. Now we're just friends. Not in SL, but just in general. We unfriended in SL. We still talk sometimes, though. When I first told him, I began growing close to Morrak and Aurora. We had a lot of fun times together, but they're not on so much anymore. Morrak is with his SL S.O. in RL now, and Aur has just been caught up in RL as well. I had a new crush recently, we'll call him Dair - I liked him so much that I would have even attempted a long distance relationship with him if he wanted, but he's so caught up in RL work that we just have to stay friends. Now my closest friends are Jojo and Stone, I'm 19, and I'm looking for a new hosting job during the evenings and I escort in the late evenings!
xo, Tomo
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***NOTE: This was written before I moved my previous blog entries! Lol, so that's why I have 2 intro posts! xD xxx :)
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
What's been up!
The guy that I had a thing with in SL (since December) for a while is totes not even wanting to partner me because he doesn't like that I escort and dance. We're just friends with benefits now, but it's awkward because he still is acting like we're more than friends with benefits even though he doesn't want to be with me. What is that all about????? After what he said to me (it was really rude!), I can't ever want him again. Like, I can't allow myself to ever want him again. He just takes everything too far and together, we're just too much. He's not what I'm looking for. I already have a new crush (also a Leo ;o ) anyways, so yeah. The thing is, though, the new guy was a customer at some point, but now we're friends. He doesn't know I am crushing on him somehow (??? how????), and now he's swamped in RL work and will be for a while. Sigh. We were really connecting, too!! He's Canadian, and I looooove the way that he talks. ;) Hee hee. Well, that he used to talk, since he's busy now. :c Will a girl ever catch a break??? I just want someone to love me in SL and support me~!! I'm tired of being a playmate all the time! Grr!!
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
I'm on Second Life so much that there's simply no need to not blog about it. If I don't forget about it, then I'll record my SL experiences this summer here. I can start with what happened today and yesterday.
Yesterday, I found myself at this totally perverted 'high school' with a friend from when I used to dance. I don't dance so much anymore because I've been waiting for a call back about a new job I might get, but I don't think I'm going to hear from them any time soon. :c It would have been a big break for me, but oh well. Anyway, so my friend was showing the school he 'teaches Spanish' at. I don't believe him! There was hentai all over the place. He probably doesn't even know what 'hentai' is. But anyway, so he was showing me around and I was gawking unattractively because it wasn't what I expected at all. Then he was all trying to spank my butt and I was all, don't even! He was horny as hell. So I taught him a lesson. I shoved him into a corner and made him pay. He was sorry afterwards. After that, I talked to my friends Aur and Morrak and Aur was busy, so Morrak came 'round and we danced on my porch and it was awesome until he had to leave because he was falling asleep.
After that, I was attempting to look for another job as a model, which is actually kind of difficult to find. I looked up and down and around for hours looking, and was unsuccessful. But at least my She Hulk inspired outfit looked good.
Then, I took my sleepy ass to bed in RL.
Today, I was hanging out in Love and saw the 'school teacher' guy online, so I decided to see what he was up to. He can't get enough of me now, so I tempted him a little more. He'd be terrible as the dominant one, but as the sub, he's fantastic. But then my Internet went out and he left. It was late in Spain for him, anyway. Then I logged for a bit, came back, and invited a totes dumb guy to my house. At first, I didn't think it'd be so bad. But then he went and made everything all awkward and stuff, coming 'round to my house and saying things about how men and lady parts are 'made to fit together' or whatever. Luckily he logged the hell off and hopefully won't come back for a while. Yuck. Non-feminists are not ok. I am so throwing his calling card in the trash.
Then, I made my first non-ugly thing: A pair of purple socks. That took all of like, 2 minutes. They had to go with my second She Hulk inspired outfit, of course. I tried to make other things, too, but gave up. I'm a terrible SL designer. I should just stop, but I keep trying anyway. But at least I can say that I know how to make socks.
I logged out for a while, then came back and Chip was there, so everything was fine after that. He makes everything so much better and he always makes me laugh and knows how to deal with me. I love that about him. But after getting a little frisky, I was sad that he had to leave. Aww. It's always a little sad to see him go. He didn't even get to take this body to the bedroom, but oh well. I guess it happens.
After that, I changed into jammies and tried to make a tattoo and shorts. Wow, those were hideous! I threw them away. I hope I can get the hang of it someday, but not today!
Yesterday, I found myself at this totally perverted 'high school' with a friend from when I used to dance. I don't dance so much anymore because I've been waiting for a call back about a new job I might get, but I don't think I'm going to hear from them any time soon. :c It would have been a big break for me, but oh well. Anyway, so my friend was showing the school he 'teaches Spanish' at. I don't believe him! There was hentai all over the place. He probably doesn't even know what 'hentai' is. But anyway, so he was showing me around and I was gawking unattractively because it wasn't what I expected at all. Then he was all trying to spank my butt and I was all, don't even! He was horny as hell. So I taught him a lesson. I shoved him into a corner and made him pay. He was sorry afterwards. After that, I talked to my friends Aur and Morrak and Aur was busy, so Morrak came 'round and we danced on my porch and it was awesome until he had to leave because he was falling asleep.
After that, I was attempting to look for another job as a model, which is actually kind of difficult to find. I looked up and down and around for hours looking, and was unsuccessful. But at least my She Hulk inspired outfit looked good.
Then, I took my sleepy ass to bed in RL.
Today, I was hanging out in Love and saw the 'school teacher' guy online, so I decided to see what he was up to. He can't get enough of me now, so I tempted him a little more. He'd be terrible as the dominant one, but as the sub, he's fantastic. But then my Internet went out and he left. It was late in Spain for him, anyway. Then I logged for a bit, came back, and invited a totes dumb guy to my house. At first, I didn't think it'd be so bad. But then he went and made everything all awkward and stuff, coming 'round to my house and saying things about how men and lady parts are 'made to fit together' or whatever. Luckily he logged the hell off and hopefully won't come back for a while. Yuck. Non-feminists are not ok. I am so throwing his calling card in the trash.
Then, I made my first non-ugly thing: A pair of purple socks. That took all of like, 2 minutes. They had to go with my second She Hulk inspired outfit, of course. I tried to make other things, too, but gave up. I'm a terrible SL designer. I should just stop, but I keep trying anyway. But at least I can say that I know how to make socks.
I logged out for a while, then came back and Chip was there, so everything was fine after that. He makes everything so much better and he always makes me laugh and knows how to deal with me. I love that about him. But after getting a little frisky, I was sad that he had to leave. Aww. It's always a little sad to see him go. He didn't even get to take this body to the bedroom, but oh well. I guess it happens.
After that, I changed into jammies and tried to make a tattoo and shorts. Wow, those were hideous! I threw them away. I hope I can get the hang of it someday, but not today!
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