What's been up!

The guy that I had a thing with in SL (since December) for a while is totes not even wanting to partner me because he doesn't like that I escort and dance. We're just friends with benefits now, but it's awkward because he still is acting like we're more than friends with benefits even though he doesn't want to be with me. What is that all about????? After what he said to me (it was really rude!), I can't ever want him again. Like, I can't allow myself to ever want him again. He just takes everything too far and together, we're just too much. He's not what I'm looking for. I already have a new crush (also a Leo ;o ) anyways, so yeah. The thing is, though, the new guy was a customer at some point, but now we're friends. He doesn't know I am crushing on him somehow (??? how????), and now he's swamped in RL work and will be for a while. Sigh. We were really connecting, too!! He's Canadian, and I looooove the way that he talks. ;) Hee hee. Well, that he used to talk, since he's busy now. :c Will a girl ever catch a break??? I just want someone to love me in SL and support me~!! I'm tired of being a playmate all the time! Grr!!